Hello. It's been awhile. The obvious answer as to why I don't seem to be updating as frequently as before is because of life. Certainly, you are correct. After all, life must go on.
Even after an important loved one is no longer here anymore.
To put it simply, my life has become more challenging to me. At the end of February and the start of March, I had to go out of work. While doing freelancing and job hunting, I still had to take care of my Mom. See, Mom has been sickly for a year so everyone in the family is doing everything they can to make her healthy.
However, as of March 22, 2015... She finally rest in peace, after fighting her illness for so long. She was 58 years old.
I can't remember how many times and days and nights I have cried just remembering my Mom and doing my best to make her happy. All of us were devastated at her deathbed, but we all agreed we have to move on without her. But still... it's still unbelievable she had to go now.
I wish we had more time with her. I wish she was still here to see me happy with my new job and to still give her some snacks after work. I wish I said "I love you" to her many times.
But as they say, we must move on.
I'm sorry I only tell you this right now here in my dA. I actually posted about it in my twitter and tumblr before, days after Mom's passing. I just didn't post it here because I was probably too tired. As of now, I'm working even harder to support my family without Mom. I don't know, it's one of the only things I can do right now.
But as always, thanks for your support. Take care.
Listening to: Don't Go - Tim Juliano (FNAF3 Good End Song)