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~Xareel: I noticed you always praise others, but NEVER yourself. If you keep on forgetting yourself, you're gonna make 2 people really sad. Yourself and, most especially, GOD.

~witch-girl-pilar: ... You really think so...?

~Xareel: Well, yah. Besides, God made you, right? You can't just say you're made of nothing when God made you, right? Heck, it's like, insulting Him.

~witch-girl-pilar ... *tears rolling down her face as she squeezed her folder* _{I'm so sorry, Lord...}

~conversation in my room from yesterday with my cousin

I just realized that I'm just making some people around me sadder as I make myself miserable. To make things worst, I just realized I'm not really acting like the artist I've always wanted to be. I ran away from my mistakes, ignoring it, forgetting who I really am supposed to be, hoping it would all stop. Ever since I stepped here in this country, I always thought losing myself and relying on other people will help me.

Sad to say, it won't.

Now, I'm gonna say this.

I'm so sorry everyone.

Now I'm wondering... I just noticed that, well, I'm not, eh, drawing that much anymore since summer started. Bad me. Well, I guess drawing at least one art a day (or, hell, even more) will make me more me. (I hope you get it, ehehe.)

But if that's the case, expect some pencil artworks, since that's what I'm planning to do. Eventually, traditional coloring will come up soon.

Still planning to visit my psychiatrist, since I just wanted to learn more how to, well, be me, no matter what.

And after finishing the second Phoenix Wright game, I sure hope I can be like the better Adrian Andrews. (I really see me in her, strangely.)

Oh yeah. Let's hope my brother gets through with his surgery for his teeth tomorrow.

God Bless, everyone.

"All I want to do is be more like me, and be less like you."
~Numb by Linkin Park

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05/20/08

Gaaaaah... it's been raining, and the wind is just frickin' cold here in Laguna for the past few days. Nyu... my nose... TT_TT

And I'm LONELY! D:

Currently busy for my Decimation Resurrection Round. And once I'm done with the comic, I'll be challenging ~wansworld in SDL, hehe. >D

Watercolor madness! I'm starting to love them.

And MoA for the MangaHolix Fest! Who's coming?! Cuz I'm planning to! 8D

BTW, sa mga kababayan, I think you might want to contribute something here: [link]
(Forgive me ~Jeneko, *meru-chan, and ~Inami for advertising this. I couldn't help it. xD; )

Pilar, over and out.

_{"Being a grown-up isn't half as fun as growing up." ~ In This Diary by The Ataris}

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STATUS:

Collaboration: [OPEN]

- Blood Cult: TBA
- IBA Tournament
1. (I'm trying to fix it up, since it needs something else, she said. OAO; )
2.

Art Trade: [CLOSED]


Requests: [CLOSED]

1. - Herself with Luffy and Zolo of One Piece (WIP)
2. - Ashelin Praxis from Jak and Daxter as I-no of Guilty Gear (WIP)
3. Numbuh 55 with dragon wings and teaming up with Musashi (Uhm, I need Numbah 55's reference, and which Musashi: Brave Fencer Musashi or Samurai Legend Musashi? D8? ) (WIP)

Gift Arts
1.
2.
3.
4.

Commission: [CLOSED]

ON-GOING OC CONTESTS

~wansworld's Isla OC Tournament

Isla Chronicles (Spectator Entry)

Act 1: Complete
Act 2: TBA

*RoninsUltramix's

Available for dueling. Send me a note to challenge me.

REDBALL OPEN 2008

I didn't make it, and I think I'm planning to do a spectator entry. xD But do watch the tournament! 8D

Join the league! The Unranked Section are still open for more duelers!

~Aleksandros' DECIMATION :: the OCBC

Would you choose to renew the earth, or fight for the earth's last hope? Only one side will seize victory...

Act One Results
Act Two

*Endling's ENDZONE 2

To be announced by *Endling.

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